4. Make a breakfast casserole for a staff breakfast tomorrow morning. Which will make me feel a little guilty for not cooking supper for my family. So I will need to go in there and cook something for supper. Which will be hard to do since I'm not really hungry since I had about 8 cookies today....because we were all treated with a tin of cookies from our students' families.
7. Will is going skiing with a good friend and his family for 10 days....leaving on Dec. 26. He owns nothing that you could wear skiing. So I spent last night in Academy trying to pick out the least amount of clothing one would need. Ski boots, ski gloves, ski bib, hat and 2 sets of long underwear. He will borrow a jacket. It added up and this is for things that he will not use after Jan. 1. Lots of money spent on items only needed for 7 days but are really a Christmas present so it had to be done = STRESS
8. My blonde hair has a one inch gray border near my scalp...what's that about? And when the heck will I find time to fix it?
9. Really, do I need to go on? Are you still here? Somebody slap me. If you're reading this and you are sick or in pain or heartbroken or in deep financial stress, I apologize. I know it could be way worse. But I am seeking peace. Peace at this time. Why have we made this time of year so wacked out crazy? Couldn't we spread it out a little? Couldn't we let go of some of this stuff that we have brought on ourself?
Okay.......good things, positive things. I will focus on those and get back in this moment. Only this moment.